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Writing in the Margin

by Missing Monica

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1.
The Margin 03:32
[instrumental]
2.
[Face in the Window (1)] A world of illusions built up in his mind A construct of sadness With walls like a castle, he’ll make you believe There’s nothing and no one he needs But he stares at the crowd Dreams of belonging somehow The face in the window tries to see [Bandwagon Song] What a beautiful day Look at me I’m away You’ll find me on a bandwagon into the sun. Read about it last year Now I’ve finally got all the gear I don’t know much but what I do I tell everyone Half-hearted at best – it’s fine The same as the rest – it’s time Opinions are left behind I’ll take ridicule to get to sublime For this week’s cliché – the bandwagon way Come on inside Let’s go for a ride It’s not that far And we’ll jump off when it stops being fun But you can’t disagree Cos we’ll fight for what you believe Though if it’s worthwhile doing it’s already been done. Career MPs – on board! Celebrity chefs – on board! Sunday magazines – on board! So easy to change from what we were before But if you’re too late Don’t worry just wait For next week’s cliché It’s the bandwagon way.
3.
Looking for a reason, a meaning to all that surrounds him As he unravels, making no sense of his feelings In this confusion he’s lost any moral direction You’ll never see him, he’s in your peripheral vision The place you never look, the face you never see So he’s gonna take a walk to the other side Find a secret place, settle down and hide And he’s not coming out till the turning tide Makes something change. Cos there’s nothing he can say, not already said Nothing he can do worth leaving bed Nowhere he can run, so once again He’s on his own. Ooh – see yourself from the inside Ooh – everyone else from the outside He doesn’t understand, pretence is fooling nobody So he’ll pack a suitcase, and leave space for all of his memories The thoughts he never had, the man he never was So he’s gonna take a walk to the other side Find a secret place, settle down and hide And he’s not coming out till the turning tide Makes something change. Cos there’s nothing he can say, not already said Nothing he can do worth leaving bed Nowhere he can run, so once again He’s on his own. Noone knows his name He doesn’t know the rules So he can’t play the game And he’s taken for a fool
4.
Politicians divide Opinions change with the tide Cos no one has any time For people sold down the line There’s been a change in the atmosphere As it swings from love to fear Can you feel the tension here? Hey man, is our generation to blame? Why the hell we doing all this? Was it something I missed? Responsibility – we don’t want to see. Follow blindly, pay and adopt Counting profit don’t count the cost Like a limpet stuck to a rock If you don’t cling on then you’re lost. When you think it can get no worse Throw yourself in the family hearse To escape your peer’s curse. Hey man, is our generation to blame? Why the hell we doing all this? (Was it something I missed? Accountability – it really wasn’t me! Responsibility – super slippery!
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Every day alone in the station lounge She writes tragic back stories for everyone around She’s got her father’s eyes, but her mother knows The watching girl has nowhere left to go There’s nothing except their lies There’s nothing except their ways There’s nothing except this time – technocracy gone wild! Fear and impotence keep her awake at night/in the dead of night She has mild dystopian dreams just to prove she’s right She can’t believe the things others do by choice The watching girl finds it hard not to miss the point Cos if you play the game, take everything, leave nothing And then tell the world that it’s all such fun Would you choose the same if the consequence of living hard Was dying young? Sensory deprivation that’s self-imposed Caricaturise yourself on your camera phone All the mindless games, in the constant stream Of images and noise, ignore the silent scream She doesn’t accept their lies She won’t accept their ways She can’t accept the time – technocracy denial. Cos if you play the game, take everything, leave nothing And then tell the world that it’s all such fun Would you choose the same if the consequence of living hard Was dying young?
6.
The Writing 04:03
[instrumental]
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Waiting for the clock to move, staring at the wall You hope to find the time to stop your fall When it seems like all the colours fade away All that’s left are shades of grey. Confiscate your bleeding heart, bottle up your tears Sacrifice your hidden voice that no one hears Disillusioned – overwhelmed before you start This illusion tears your, your soul apart It’s hard to take anymore Knocking at the door… let me in Life is just a constant fight But nothing ever really makes the change from wrong to right All you fought for – was it ever really worth the years Now your future disappears Hard to take anymore (but too late to begin) Knocking at the door (someone let me in) Caught between the truth (and everything you fear) Sentimental proof (but never quite ) So you pretend you don’t care (and no one feels the pain) Of a feeling not there (Cannot take anymore) But it’s too late to give in (Knocking at the door) But noone lets you in (Driving me insane) If you pretend you don’t care (Then I don’t feel the pain) Of a feeling not there
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It’s always the same He’s on the outside, looking in, Trying to understand How he could fit right in Forever feeling left out and on his own. The bridges burn. Lost in the shadows of orange flame Feels like he’s come so far Nowhere left to go Places he doesn’t know so far, so far from home. The face in the window with tears in his eyes… can’t see. Time passes by. Just like a train going round the track, Wanting to make it stop. Living between the lines Trying so hard to find meaning to all the signs. The face in the window that sees through your lies. ... that tried compromise. ... now wears a disguise. ... with tears in his eyes… is me.
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All your neat conspiracies Have got me down, I’m on my knees. The only thing of which I’m certain Is I know nothing. We all know how it goes But the cynic inside me knows That the next year will be same Only faces may have changed. Look hard and you may find it The writing in the margin The past was ours before it was stolen You ask what I believe in And is it more than nothing? The future’s in our hands and it’s golden. We must find a solution Decide what the future should be Moving on and marching forward now We must fight for the things we believe Every counter revolution Begins with a backward degree Generations bound to a past mistake Misguided choices that were never really yours to make The people in the margin’s gonna bring them down Pressing on and getting stronger now Raise your voices above the crowd and tell everyone Just a page in history Between war and tragedy The years of friendship, we saw the same Now see the difference in years of pain
10.
[instrumental]
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Feel – keep feeling Accept the ‘hows’ beyond the ‘whys’. Search – keep searching Read between the lies The Land of Whatever If no one cares then it disappears But we’re in this together Living with our fears Take your place, hand in hand See the others by your side Understand if you really can You’re not the only one to cry The Land of Whatever If no one cares then it disappears But we’re in this together Living with our fears Can you read the writing? It isn’t clear but it’s everywhere The writing in the margin Everyone’s welcome here Feel – keep feeling Search – keep searching Can you read the writing? It isn’t clear but it’s everywhere The writing in the margin Everyone’s welcome here The face in the window Closes his eyes as he turns away The future starts tomorrow Now he’s not so alone today

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released April 25, 2019

Written, performed, recorded, mixed and mastered by Mark Beeston
Additional vocals by Daryl Quincy and David Cater

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